Telescope

They say life starts at 40 but the way I see it, life starts the moment you gain consciousness of the world. Sure life does starts at 40 for some people. This is the age where a person commence to Physically deteriorate (in general).

But I surmise every single age rage of a human person goes through a different struggles of their own. From childhood... to puberty... to teenager... to adolescence... to a full grown man. Each stages of life brings struggles of there own.

I could freshly recall the struggles I had when I was a teenager. Pressure from peers, trying to build your own  identity, fights with siblings, bullying all of these were somethings huge for me back then. But when I look back now, I could not help but smile and think of how pathetic had I been during my younger years. How poorly did I respond to such loads of life. But that's that and I can't change anything. It doesn't mean life stops from there; as I continue move forward I know that I will face different levels of struggles in life. But that's what life is all about and that's how it goes.
I'm on my mid 20's now and things has change a lot. It's just a matter of going through phases in life. I might not be 40 yet and who knows if I could ever reach 40.

Well, all in Gods time

Move over

Why do I always got a feeling that somethings gonna fall on my head. I got paranoid every time I go under a tree (any tree for that matter). So I often times tend to look up just to check if weather there are any "potential" inanimate object that could fall on my head.

It all started when I got home for vacation. We have this two huge coconut tree at home and its situated right in front of the lawn and random coconut fruit would just fall off the tree. This often times put people in jeopardy. Just imagine getting hit by a baseball ball free falling from the sky in full speed. Now I heard a lot of stories about people getting hit  on the head by a coconut fruit and how it developed into a tumor. This explains my inevitable paranoia of trees.  Now the fate of  the 2 "tree of life" lies in my Mothers hands as she plans to cut the trees down soon.

And this is the epitome of "Prevention is better than cure"

Random Quotes

The man who doesn't read a book has no advantage over the man who can't read them.

I'm not afraid of death, I just don't want to be there when it happens.

God made pot, man made beer; who do you trust?

It's not "when wild Animals Attack!!" It's when stupid people get bit

The bast way to become boring is to say everything

If you want to make God laugh, tell him your plans

Please don't smoke, There are so many cooler ways to die

Lord grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to hide the bodies of those I had to kill because they really pissed me off.

I am amazed at radio DJ's today. I am firmly convinced that AM on my radio station stands for Absolute Moron. I will not begin to tell you what FM stands for.

Books are the blessed chloroform of mind.

There's no point in being grown up if you can't be childish sometimes.

If you die in an elevator, be sure to push the "up" button.

Seeing a murder on television will help work off one's antagonism and if you haven't got any antagonism, the commercials will give you some.

The roots of education are bitter but the fruits are sweet.

If you tell the truth, you don't have anything to remember.

There are no such things as strangers only friends we have not yet met.

The capacity to learn is a gift
The ability to learn is a skill
The willingness to learn is a choice

Marriage is so far off, I gotta have a lot of life to live, I've gotta have a lot of things to do. Marriage is something I want to do when I am in my 40's.

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore...Dream...Discover

Full blown

Sometimes when you can't find a polite words to answer back, even how much you wanted to say something. The best thing to do is to keep silent. 

There are just so many things going on in my head at that time.

Even though how much I wanted to say: IS IT MY FAULT? THAT YOU BOOKED THE TICKET WITHOUT EVEN ASKING ME IF I’M GOOD TO GO?

But then again, you don’t talk like that to your superiors. These are not the type of words an educated person would spit, so I rest my case and let her blabber her mouth for 5 seconds.

It’s times like this that a curse word would come in handy. In hopes to end the hassle (on 2^nd thought it might escalate maters to its worst). Perhaps this is what you get when you got a daily dose of Eminem’s music. Its like a never ending vile thoughts that pops in your head once in a while (don’t get me wrong I love Eminem, he’s my hero… he’s music had fueled me through my darkest days).

I don’t hold grudges against nobody.

So let bygones be bygones.

Sometimes, you just feel tired, you feel weak and when you feel weak, you felt like you just wanna give up.
But you gotta search within you, you gotta find that inner strength and just pull that crap out of you and get that motivation to not give up and not be a quitter. No matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face. 

It's absurd, how people hang on every word. I'll probably never get the props I ever deserve. But I'll never be served, my spot is forever reserved. If I ever leave earth that would be the death of me first. Cause in my heart of hearts I know nothing could ever be worse. That's why I'm clever when I put together every verse. 

My thoughts are sporadic, I act like I'm an addict.

Till the roof comes off...Till the lights go out... Till my legs give out; can't shut my mouth.
Till the smoke clears out; am I high? perhaps. Ima rip this shit till my bone collapse. 

Rain makes everything better

I love cloudy mornings and the slow anticipation that buildings are gray. The hint and the whisper of thunder and the lightnings that crawls over my skin like an itch. 

I always feel my best when its raining outside. 

There's something about the way the street looks when it just rained seems like the street looks less crowded. 

Letter to God

Dear God,

I am sorry for being so near yet so far, sorry for pushing you away in my thoughts. For 2 years that I have been away, my mind has been clouded with mundane things around me.

Preoccupied by so many thoughts; I trusted no one else but me. Like a tree standing all alone in the middle of the desert. I have all the support system I need but I still fail to recognize that as a blessing from you.

I apologize for being so insensitive now. I guess this is what 2 years of being abroad (all alone) has made me become.

My soul has been numb by all the suffering and tolerance for all these years.

For trying to understand and adding insurmountable amount of patience… to humans… and to life itself…

Please harbor me in your loving arms again and never let me astray.

I humbly ask through Jesus name.