Crackpot

I'm suppose to be blogging a different topic, but then this is what you get when you blog from work (You tend to talk about work related topics as well). Plus the fact that I was disgusted by a co-worker's behavior when I arrived.


So, I had this female co-worker who's a complete bleak. She never talks to me (not even a mere Hi!!) since day 1 that I started working. But I was OK with that, I mean as long as she's not doing anything against me; then I don't mind at all.

One time, when I arrived at the office I saw a lot applicants at the reception area. Then I saw my former co-worker as one of the applicants. So I approached him and we had a brief conversation. Then all of a sudden this "female co-worker" passed by me and greeted me Hi!! (with a bubbly intonation). So I was like; Oh, Hi!!, But at the back of my mind I was ????. What the Hell? Now you're talking to me? (please excuse the cursing). I didn't really pay much attention to that and I went on with my day.

Weeks passed and I haven't seen her that much for she often stays in her cube. Not until last night when I saw "her" at the reception area. When I opened the door to the Entrance, she was the first person I saw then she threw a glance at me; so I smiled to her as a form of greeting. But all she did was the most awkward and obvious LOOK AWAY that I have ever seen. What the freak is wrong with her? It's situations like this that I think to myself: People like "HER" makes the world a difficult place to live in. On the other hand, they spice up living.

People similar to her carry trash with them, and they tend to throw they're trash to other people that has a sunny disposition and those trash are what we call anxiety, insecurity, jealousy and they want you to feel the same after they leave you with their trash.
Well, she ain't getting up my head. I won't allow that to happen. .

I have so much love in me; for me to pay more attention to that frivolous girly predicament.





Show a gentle attitude toward everyone.
Philippians 4:5

The Clock is Ticking

Work is not just all about earning money, it also defines our existence.

I don’t like being lethargic these days. I always feel tired like crazy. I always woke up late and spend the rest of my day at the computer. How lame is that?

I now have a new job; I work as an English Teacher (in which I have come to really like). Actually, I started last Feb 16. So it’s been 3 weeks now since I started. I work from 7pm-10:30pm since I’m on probationary. I will be considered full time after 3 months, I guess I don’t have a choice but to wait.

I don’t like the idea of me wasting time; I’m not getting any younger. I wasted too much time already. When I was in first grade I drop out of school because I was being bullied and going to school was no longer fun for me plus the fact that I don’t have any friends; everyday had been so arduous for me. A year later, I transferred school in a different town and repeated 1^st Grade. Every time I look back, I don’t have any idea as to why my mom allowed my stupid decision.

This is also the result of me, graduating a year behind my batch.

I think this whole thing that happened to me 13 years ago reflected on my out look in life. That if there is one thing that I constantly put off doing that would be sleeping. I know how essential it is for everyone to sleep but I don’t want wasting my time taking a nap every afternoon, while I could be out there making money and being productive.

I felt like time has passed me and without any significant achievement. My life is always in a state of trance.

Eavesdrop

I hate it when somebody tries to eavesdrop on other people's conversation. I hate it more when they try to judge you base on what they heard.

Not so long ago, I was at the airport waiting for my scheduled flight. As I was sitting in the waiting area; I bumped in to a conversation with some of the people that was there. Chairs were positioned back to back, so I was aware that somebody's sitting at the back part as to where I am sited and I also come to know that he is listening because I know that he is listening. Then, after the whole conversation was over. He stood up and walked pass me, the he turned his back and looked at me for 5 seconds.

Well, I was in a friendly mood so I smiled at him (but he did not acknowledge). Then he went back and threw that, weird look at me again. It makes me want to punch him on the face. Argh!!

It's situations like this that I get really agitated. As to how naive (some) grownups can be sometimes. Stupid Guy!!