Addiction

I love this song. I know it's a bit old, but I don't mind.

Church!!!

Every Sunday it's a family's protocol to hear a mass (for at least once a week). But lately, actually for about a month or 2 now. I wasn't able to (I have a reasonable reason though). So my mother thinks; somethings wrong with me because I haven't heard a mass for so long (for all she know). God, if she only knows that I'm hearing a mass at least twice a week. If she only knows that, the day she thinks I'm in school is the day that I'm in church. But I don't want to tell her that. In fact it's better that nobody knows. I think when it comes to dealing with God the gestures must be mutual. I'm in good terms with God and I'll just leave it that way.

Things I am thankful of... =)

To:

Life- the greatest gift of all. That when I wake up each morning, I know that God has given me another chance to live, a chance to touch somebody’s life, chance to be of aid to anyone, and a chance to better myself as God’s child.

Wisdom- to be able to gain and have basic knowledge of almost everything is a privileged.

Sanity- that in spite of so many bazaar things that occurred to me, I was still able to think clearly and react accordingly.

Education- being able to go to school and finish schooling is a privileged, because not everyone has the opportunity to go to school.

Friendship- the most essential gift you could ever receive. I can’t imagine one’s life having no friends at all. It must have been pretty lonely.

Family- friends may come and go, but family is the most important people in someone’s life. Whatever happens to you, whatever will become of you. Family is the wind beneath our wings.

Wind/Breeze- the way it brushes my air, the way it touches my face. I felt serene deep inside.

Dogs- whenever I feel sad or angry or bored and if I see a dog all these negative emotions vanished. Surely, dogs are my kryptonite. I thank God for these creatures.

Beatles- to their enormous contribution to the music industry.

Youtube- the most entertaining site of all time. Plus you got to know amazing and cool people as well (what a complete package).

I guess if one’s life is a series of repetition and you see the same thins all day, all year round. You tend to neglect the very things that compose you’re day. Like the beautiful flowers at the park, the grand architecture of buildings and houses that adds up to the beauty of a community. The first time you see something that amuses you’re eye; you applaud to its appearance. Yet as time passes by all the grandeur of the place turns out to be nothing but ordinary. My teacher in Theology once said: We tend to forget the minute things that comprise living. That really struck me, because here I am whining about all my discomforts yet there are lot of reasons to be grateful.

Username

Now this is something that’s bothering me every time I’m creating an account. Coz most of the time I wanted my username to be plain and simple like using just my name, but it always turns out to be “unavailable” or “taken” and that kind of pisses me off. Because that means I need to think of a cool word to represent me and that cool word often turns out to be a disaster word. I as always resort to, out of this world words (in which I really regret). Like for instance; my username in youtube. That word doesn’t even exist; it doesn’t have any significance to me on whatsoever. But, Geeeezz that’s life guess I’m not alone huh?

Intro

Hi my name is Jen and I’m 21 yrs old (almost 22) and I don’t have any idea as to why am I saying this. This supposed to be a Blog not a slum book. Oh well, I do have a youtube account and I’ve been a youtuber for a year and several months now. My youtube name is “banko99” well I’m not saying this so you could subscribe (please don’t I encourage you not to) it won’t benefit us either way. But I enjoy all my subscriptions though. I am pretty content by just watching them. Even though I don’t know them personally I think that they are talented insane people. So I guess this is a start of my blogging career. I wish I could work out on my laziness so I could write more and better my self by not being lazy.